I think i have trust issues.... as well mostly before ppl tend to betray me or just look for me when in needs..... anyhow... i think for relationship i think i am hard to trust, i know i shouldnt based on my past experience... i know for certain i am with H now... but why do i find it hard to trust completely, up and down... and well i am always negative.... i know i shouldnt be... and well... am i attracted to A? am i hmmm fond of A... i know we talked and came to conclusion we are going to be friend as i have H, have to respect that... but i cant seem to let go of A.... despite keep insisting we are fren.... anyhow... mayb its the flu! Anyhow i know i have many thing to think about more serious than this.... ya... and well with the increase of H1N1 and one death here..... it is going to be more work.... ok i will stop here......