Saturday, May 30, 2009

I just realised that i forgot to include my highgate gang in my previous post... Euan, Preety, Rai, Nat and Dixson.... for monopoly sessions during my down times,... and the dinner and etc.... hehehe and well, i know i miss to mention few ppl but u all know i am grateful... thats include u Meela and Haslin.... for always been there for me!!


Hey, today i just realised that i am finally accepting that i moved on. I knw when i was back in Brunei, i was still heartbroken and was still thinking of my past, my ex. Today while i was at the gym, i finally realised that anything that remind me of my ex, dont affect my anymore... i was listening to our song, i felt nothing.... and when i listened to the song "my all" and "mengapa harus berpisah" i wasnt that upset as i used to be. And well, i could smile... as before i used to be a bit teary... I now see that it was not meant to be.,... I know J... we parted for the right thing... furthermore... just so many obstacles.... as when i was with you, you always make D as the problem... I always compare u and D......furthermore, i was with D more than u J..... and i know D... she always want the best for me.... and i was lucky when we parted, when you refused even to explain to me the reasons, i had D, always.... and thanks to my supportive friends, Alvin, Kieu, Divya... for always been there for me, and my MySA gangs.. Ho san, Ken, Ben, Eli, Laurane, Conie etc and my angel of course,.... and Well, u too C... for being good frens.... and just last month, D made me realised that i been stupid being upset.... and D thanks for all your love....and support and i knw while i was here, i know i dnt have frens that i used to have.... but i am lucky to know this person... name WD... and happened to be my relative. I know god been nice that i always have support.... tnxs for the support and occupying time with sport etc.... and he introduced me to someone recently that make me happy... not rebound! as well me n J were done like 8 months ago! but it is too early to tell... just that today i feel that i finally moved on... and free.... and well i been happy that i managed to lose weight... i m very committed to my routine and it is just nice when ppl said eh u look thinner... u lose weight? hehehehe.... i mean i didnt like it when i first back here.... everyone was like "berisi ah" hahahahaha but mum was like hmmm.... "like u when u berisi than now" hahahaha.... anyhow... i just want to say... i am in happier place now.... and i hope it will continue.....

Tuesday, May 26, 2009


Hey, i throw a little get together to celebrate my brother and his wife birthday. Yes, my bro and his wife just a day apart in their birthday.... the date la hahaha the year well a year different. Anyhow, just a small one... invited my Buireng family and Izzah... to join. Nothing much really, i got them cute things for the gift and dinner voucher... Have a good one!!

Saturday, May 23, 2009


Well, yesterday i went to Empire hotel to get a gift voucher. I went there with Meela. I know i have heard about the staff treatment there to clients especially when you are local. They make u feel you are cheap and well they only treat non-local nicely. Well, i should suggest make that hotel esp for tourists then!
Okay, the thing is i wanted to ask for gift voucher for one of the restaurant for gift. The thing is that the lady in charged had no idea what she was doing saying "i am new"... for me that is not an excuse... dont sit there then! anyhow... it took ages as she was on the phone... n there we were sitting and waiting while she did her errands. And then told us, the gift voucher must be specific in terms of date to use. I asked for any voucher that is flexible as it is a gift i wont know the people i am giving in terms of their schedule etc. And apparently not possible. I explained the lady was like "i dont knw i m new, wait i ask" and so it on n on with phone n waited. And then as she couldnt understand that i could not specified the date n rather have the flexible voucher, she called another lady. A malay this time and god so langsi! For me u r just a receptionist lady and u think you all that! with ego, she was like "did u call before u come here" i was like call for what! to get voucher?.... she was like on n on saying how they need to print the voucher n hence need date etc... i was like yes... u can print all i wanna know can get a general gift voucher to be used in empire... after all talking and she was damn slow to understand, mcm kalah kalahan, she was like "yes, we used to have that before" and i said " and now?" and the lady was like a bit angry " the person in charge doing that is off to pray, we dont know how to do it" and i was like "huh, not my problem"... in my head was like... this is the table or counter to buy that and if the person not there why open it may as well put close! and like she asked us to come back later n leave our number.... i was hell no i am coming back! and well they contacted me like 8pm last nyte... i was like wow who would want the voucher again as after Empire i went to Sheraton to get the same,.... guess wat i got it in 5 mins!! so efficient!! And wat can i say abt empire... Stupid!


Hi ppl, just wanna share this.... last night when i checked my mobile there was an unknown number so i thought mayb a fren and hence i send a sms saying "who is tis". I got a reply saying "I am Benny, wats ur name". I was like huh?! so i msg back and asked who? n how n what?... the person msg back... "me get u number in wywy. U name plz u work were". I was like huh again... from Wywy... thats the shop i got my new number n my phone.... i was like... wat u want. And i got another msg "M or F, cn u transfer me easi crd when u meet me. U from where u work were". I was fuming and like what the f#$%. I ignored and i was like thinking how on earth ppl do that. For easi credit n told me get my number from wywy.... a shop.... i wonder... i think i better file a complaint!

Sunday, May 17, 2009


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