I havent been in here for ages... but tday was so ermm... okay... i been happy with W... but just like how i felt with J before... emptiness at times. But W been wonderful and all. My mistake... i couldnot help to contact AR again... and god knows how my days been. But the happiness was so surreal thus i felt or anticipate bad things. Yes... AR and me had into an argument which i felt is not mendable... W found about us and felt will step back. But deep down W is the one not AR. I used AR to fill up for lacking of W. I paid the price... lost them both. To make thing worst... i recently met RR and being me... RR fell for me... and saw RR status on FB... RR asked about me and AR. And now i hurt RR too... but sorry RR... i never fall for you and i thought as i know you like me i play along just like what i did for I... ermm... i am bad i know... and two nights ago... i met M and i actually proposed to M to be my partner.

Well... with the situation now... i guess i try with M...

Self reflect... something is not right with me... why am i like this.... I dont knw....