It has been a while since i write in here. I been well and very happy. In happier place. Anyhow... sat for my FR and tomorrow is the GO paper and i feel that i have not covered much. Well all the best i can say ;)
Anyhow... i am going next week on work-trip to HK and normally i dont tell my family but eventually they would know. At times, i dont know it is me or at times i just cant stand mum's behavior. Many la... one thing about makan... asking whether i wanna makan at wrong times... say at 3pm or 4pm plus... more to tea ke apa... and yet sunday at lunch time i made myself available at dining table... she did not ask. And like looked at me and said 'oh i dont knw u wanna makan'...argghhh... or like u r abt to go out and asked where u going and u replied out for lunch or dinner and then she would ask... "mau makan"... i be like %^&$.....or she asked why u sweat when it was obviously i just back from hiking or doing sport... in sport attire.... n last nyte i happened to say i may go to HK to attend course... she asked with who... said alone and she gave me a look and then said why alone... wont u be scared..... i was maximally ^&*%................
i was away on my one... at young age.... overseas for many years.... and travel here n there on my own... and i am not young anymore... to be asked that kind of question... and yet like my brother always do work trip and she asked nothing....
sorry maybe it is not nice but just that... at times... it got into my head!

SIADWTDCAITYGNRM!!!AUGDIUTNTOMTNYAAALIWMWIP!

oh ya just a though n wonder... when someone sounded so distress like a matter of life n death... and yet sound so ok and normal on fb hahaha and like wow still ada masa updating hahahaha...

I believe there is a certain extent to what we can help people with. Okay... i think partly it might have been my fault. I do not want to be negative. Okay on FB someone i barely know seek help from me. Hospital related. I was told that this person's friend had this problem. A cyst in the ovary and did check up in KB Hospital and was told she had a growth of 3cm in her ovary and well kind of refused treatment (so i was told) as she was afraid if she did go for surgery, her chance to be able to conceive would be slim. Fair enough and well she did a check up in Miri and was told that it was 5cm growth well... that considered as big. Anyhow... this person whom i did not know at all but like my nature like to help as i was told she had no follow-up or watsover frm KB hospital hence yes i know i could help at least get her to be seen by gynaecologist or so.... all these thru FB... which i dislike as i thought it was not professional. Fair enough. So i gave my office number and throughout the night she been messaging me on my FB.. and did try to contact my mobile (my fren whom knew her gave my number which i was not keen). well... so and so... i kept asking for detail etc... and guess til today i was like how would i proceed in getting info at least when i been ignored the request for her detail by her... name and ic.... many messages n i kept repeating name n ic.... so i can access her medical record or at least if i ever want to get appointment for O&G would be convenient to get some details u know what i mean. So i get fed up and i gathered that apparently she is still on review with KB hospital end of October n now she felt the pain. Repeatedly i told her... in pain simply go hospital.. what the problem... need no me... and on and on she requested to talk to me when i said sorry it is not my area n she is a patient with KB hospital just go to that hospital... easy as she is frm KB and that the hospital and they would do the needful. and did she listen no! n like no name n ic which by now i dont need as all she can do is go hospital if in pain.... i just wonder... what wrong with her.... it is so simple n why made it complicated... pain go hospital la... Duh.... shit man... this is annoying.
Another thing i always get is when random ppl whom not i share mutual activities ke apa or relatives that i know but hardly in touch... ask me whether i can get them first class.... alamak... plss la.... when u get admitted ask la sendiri... i would keep the privileges to myself n my close family la.... adui.... heheheheh.... and well.... like i said i do not want negative but ppl pls la.... think n use ur head!

anyhow... better stop here... and yes syg... i miss u heaps!

DCT released an english album.. and overhyped as always... been mangnified in such a wrong magnitude... seriously it looked cheap...and well i did listen... not bad.. but to say the best... hey that is so over... and i am like many artist before released english album and well the people and media made it like she is the first to do so... please la...
anyhow... I must say... the Bruneian artists made better song and can sing Better english songs than her....

hi... it is already october... and well i am so will learn my GO and FR soon... and well... i hope to get my holiday sorted out a.s.a.p. i hope soon ya... anyhow... nothing much really... had my clinic open... and like always busy with my work.
Some asked why i am sticking to my poker frens... one thing... when i got problem and was breaking up etc and the shit... these are the ppl that were there for me... sorry Diners were not there... i didnt feel they were and i am sorry to say that... that is why i appreciate these ppl and sorry if it has appeared that i prioritize these ppl...
anyhow... yes i hope my ex can move on... i have my syg now... and hahaha dont make me laugh by making up stories esp.. 'i am a degree holder from australia, i was sent by my sister' hahahahha.... funny... to do degree u need A level at least or O level... and yet you have none.... my god... not even a diploma for crying out loud... oh my... why the lie.... u have nothing... it is just nothing.... and sorry ur story made no sense n not fun... like wat my fren Asil said... BUTA HATI & GILA.... hahaha..... stop this...
Anyhow... i hope to go to Msia and HK soon... attending course/seminar... i need them hahaha... to get out of Brunei...
Okay then... till later...