I know last i wrote in here was like months ago... like after raya... it was just the mood to write wasnot there. Raya was lame this year. I mean i know it is not to say like that but it was the truth and i should have gone somewhere. This is what i intend to do next year. Work is filling up and i seem unable to satisfy my needs or desire for work. I am always frustrated but i need to keep all to myself. My work quality seriously has gone down this year. I must thank my poker gang or else i dont know what keep me going on. I cant seem to trust anyone. And well Christina... i know not the best there is but at least.