There are times where you cant to wonder how quick people can change. And from A turned to B like a flip of coin and like how you can be a special someone then you are not. So make you wonder that how? and you can't help to wonder that all these while what were those feeling for example and how come someone can just throw and change opinion just like that. And so easy. It means that the person ain't real!
And yes I think you are FAKE! Get it!

Hi, its September 2015 and seemed that 2015 is finishing soon and seriously I feel so not productive this year!
Many drama or Sandiwara beside me lately... til to the point I don't know whom to trust anymore. So many, being confronted, the oz fucker... and many. And just few days ago, an acquaintance that ignored me msg me saying sorry as now he found the truth.
One thing I realized in life is that when you try to be a good person and a bigger person, you end up being the bad one. At times I questioned god.. is this how it is supposed to work? Good ppl will be treated bad... I don't understand.
Anyhow, maybe it is times to just care about ourselves... and those that are worth.
Sigh....

Just wanna say at times on FB you can meet great and good ppl... Here wanna say that I really like the friendship I have with this person. One day definitely we will meet in person...

I really like these pics of me and Thai...

On a brighter note... a friend whom i know from Vietname came for a visit. We met almost a year ago in Hanoi. It was nice...

Hye... with all life goes on... anyhow.... I am still fren with F although must say I am shocked with the transition where A totally turned to B. I am thinking what I am seeing now is the actual F while all these while... it was just an illusion. Come one we only knew each other for two months only... maybe it was short to actually a person.. and let me tell you here... oh my god... Seriously you are that great to start off with.. and knowing the real you... You are far more ugly than an ugly person!

Another thing is that I am trying to explore and write about how a picture on wassap can actually influence a person. Say you hate A and all you think is bad of A and Say A use different picture and it is all suddenly different although it is still A.

Deep down... i feel wow and what a fool you can be! And your fakeness amazed me!

Things are not getting better where i feel we are not communicating at all... one after another F is so distanct and annoying. How could a person said Have a great night while i just mentioned that my uncle whom wife just died a week ago now suffered from stroke. It was just show how F was not attentive and read the message or convo we were talking.
Less and less... the more i think about it... i am becoming more negative esp about not wanting to talk over viber... sigh.
And i dont even knw anything anymore... bought ticket to melbourne....
I know You never been in a relationship before but its all logic... i feel i am not your BF at all.... never had any time for me.... what the use....
I am fed up... I am ending this with you F... i may as well be single as i am never part of your life. okay... OVER!!

It has been many months since i wrote in here. No more Q in life... very ungrateful person i have ever met in my life...  i must say the most ungrateful person. Anyhow life moves on... Practically enjoying my single life with the normal gang and i reconnected back with some old friends and things been so nice.
Usual life with works etc and i did go to Health Minister Meeting in Hanoi which i thought wasa good experience although lots of people raised their eye brows wondering on what capacity i was going and some even belittled me. who cares!!
well it was new year again and well i planned getaway and so... went JB and then KL met up with the gang there, usual. Well i met a person name F and one thing led to another we are dating. But we do long distance. It all good... well we only spent time like 2 months together and F had to leave for study. So yeah we are on a long distance relationship. I am well aware of time differences so we make do. I like to have viber so we can get in touch. First two weeks were okay although i wasnt pleased while F hanging out especially with someone that had interest in F. Sigh.... Anyhow cut short, only wassap... as F claimed to be not keen using viber or talking over the phone (this was mentioned while wishing me Happy Birthday where i stated a viber would be nice). Sigh...
I feel so neglected as i got nothing... well finally i found F was sending me birthday card which like ermmm why so late... today it is 19 june. F stated that too busy with assignment.... i could understand that but like just a card and F could arrange it early for me to get it. i hope i am not being not sensible here.
F kept saying i could just be normal to life prior to having F but i just cant as now we are in a relationship. it is just different. Even when i wanted to do something sweet, always shut down. and i dont knw anymore of F life as never share like i do. we are couple hence i feel yea i have right to know....
Really i dont knw whether i can continue this.... This is so J all over again.... i feel more single than i was really single..... ok enough of this tonight. Sigh... Happy Fasting ppl......

It has been ages and really ages. Many had happened. Up and down in life. At times i do feel tired and so tired with repetitiveness and at times wonder, we cant be that nice to people as people wont return the favour. Funny in life, you being nice and yet at the end you will be the bad one. Ungrateful is always the middle name of many people.
On the verge of giving up, for once i found an angel. Its you... F... i know it is so soon to tell and at the moment we are being tested as we are having a long distance relationship now. I cant say much but when i think and deep down, i cant never find anyone that so wow.... and i will never want to be or know anyone with the name Q as now been twice... Q is nightmare in my life. Anyhow i have moved on and in a happier place.
I know i am tired but what to do we have to move on. At times no idea what the goals. But well... hanging on to what i can.