On the brighter note.... i managed to shed the weight i gained in Australia... so far i managed to lose 6kg and well few more to my ideal (well my BMI is still ok all these time) just that i wanna my own ideal weight.... and well... will put new pic soon... well this pics were taken during my cousin Azim's birthday, needed some fun....

CLOUD 9

hey ppl... i just want to say thank you to many.... ppl celebrated my bday late this yr.... on saturday, i tot had lunch with Haiza n Wee ping when Mun texted wat i do for lunch... i said join us... indeed she did... when i came to flor de lys... hmm.... i saw Mui, Hani were there too hmm i took danny as well... so it was like 7 of us... n then Alinah came n join... something fishy here! God they came to celebrate belated birthday with me oh ppl... and that nyte as well... my other group of fren as well celebrated my bday too i feel blessed.... ppl love me hahahaha... tnxs a lot... we had a good gathering despite my baby couldnt join me... i was a bit down hehehe as i missed my baby so much.,.. and it made me realised i am indeed in love.... n well... i helped a friend that nyte and someone accused me stealing someone date.... well.... as long as ppl that i knw n close wit me knw exactly wat happened... that wat matter... n well i m loyal when i m in relationship..... i may b naughty but i wont hurt the one i love!! hehehe anyhow... til later!! This week we on alert for MME hehehehe....

Just update... ppl think that my bday is on 16 or 17 hahaha n so i received lots of wishes late hahahah well better late than never... i did have a small thing with my family, Kak Harni bought cake, n dad bought cake too n just us n we ended up having 2 cakes.... n well i got boardgame from Kak Harni n Nike shirt so nice... tq.... n i got a nice pen from Agnes....
And today i got a lovely card from my good friend, Calvin... i was a bit down today n getting the gift from my good fren Calvin, wow he lifted up my spirit and make my day. My baby not well today but still my baby words made me happy... tnxs ppl... i feel so love....
apart from that nothing much, lots of wedding and i been busy.... and well, during my birthday, Haiza lost her dad, it was really sad... i attended the funeral.... n i was sorry that i was busy and the n i had 2 days MC thus i couldnt attend the Tahlil and during the weekend was caught up with weddings... i wanted to be there... as Haiza n family are like my family.... and well wanted to give them space too and i didnt know Ian left tonight otherwise i would have gone to airport to send him off... i see Ian as brother hehehe.... anyhow... will catch up definitely.... and well i just realised being head of unit is not easy many admin work to do... hehehe n i m not good! hahahaa.... anyhow i will catch up soon ya!!

My DAy

hey, today my birthday... no celebration as well normally nda jua la.... i just spent some time with my close frens here.... Danny, Hadi, Lee and Syukri... they so nice... and well thank you for that... all pics in facebook.... and got a bday wish frm Connie, Amir and Alvin thats all... anyhow... like always i get emo and a bit upset during bday.... and well... i think now i am falling for someone but i am sure that i am falling more than the person... hmmm it is hard and well.... i really miss someone (i know i have to let go!) and deep down right now... the only person i want to be with is you D!! i dont need anything.... Just u D... just us coffee.... n chat.... I damn miss u.... ur company n ur friendship n above you, your unconditional love to me..... and well someone ask what i want for my birthday this year.... one is D and second is for the one that i like now to like me fully me.... well just a wish.... anyhow... i get to go... off to visit Haiza and then gym!!

Unworthy...

hi, i found out that a person is, well i dont knw what i did that this person like unsecure n telling ppl bad thing abt me... even to ppl that no idea who i am. i been told by a fren that this person told him that he shouldnt trust me... i was like... this fren of mine know me and know for sure this person is telling lies. i am like wow.... didnt do anything but hmmm.... just well... all i can say... i know this person and well used to be nice to this person, helped and do nice things etc.... n well what do i get in return.... but then again even before this i know this person is not even worth knowing as this person used to say "i dont trust bruneian" and this person is a bruneian! for me no matter how long you stay abroad... at the end of the day u still bruneian.... jgn tah bangga... and well it is Brunei's government that so nice to give u money to study! anyhow.... i be extra careful!