I at times wonder... why cant I be like others.... don't I deserve happiness also... not complicated. I am tired being me... TIRED!!
God... I believe I do good thing please spare me at least one happiness that is simple and straightforward. Please I don't want to lose my faith again.... I don't want to be in that shithole ever again.... Aku lemah ya Tuhan... tolong la aku..... what is the purpose?