At times I do know we wish for something that we can't help. I wish maybe thing between me and AR back to normal... well I should be more mature and knew this will never be the same ever again. But I just hate the fact AR took this lightly and granted. AR's old antique all back... AR cannot wait but AR can make ppl wait... just selfish ain't it? Okay stop about it.

Well another one CAW.... I don't know... constantly on my mind.... but I know nothing will ever happen. Damn it... I should focus on other thing ya.

Soon is my nephew's birthday. Erm I do not think his parents is preparing anthing. Anyhow... gifts been bought. And we will see.