I wonder despite i have hidden my Fb and this and that... some stil penetrated to my account... and check on it... get a life ppl... what wrong with my god and blessed life? what ppl would think i would be miserable.... like i said before my life has always been good and even better now... and so what....
Like yes i admitted i always go out makan for sungkai... even that an issue... like i m showing off? i never bother about ppl fb... they can do wataver hell with theirs... and so i expect the same.... its my FB.... seriously.... ppl get a life hahahaha....
Yes... ppl i hang out.. PokerFace club and Diners club... are ppl with brain, titles.. etc and my other colleagues... we never disturb ppl... and so why like bother that i am friends with these ppl... sigh... gila... thats my activity and my life... i know i shouldnt bother but seriously when ppl kept bothering me.. i just wonder... what is wrong with them..... do i care about u ppl... Hell no...
Sigh... it is a 'boo' thing to even bother... and like always... i will just go on with my life.... it bothers others... thats not my f*&%$&# businesss... hahahaha let me use the phrase that ppl use... 'SakLiko' hahah sorry i tot that phrase is so Poklen! hahah

I dont knw why i tot of D too much... and missing her a lot.... i know i love u D so much... sigh.... maybe it is the time of the month hehehe i remember even before in OZ... my partner J was so jealous of D.... n well... i still am with D now... hahahaha.... Sorry J... i will always love D more... hehehe god what got into me... I do still love u J... thats for sure... but we cant be together.... ;)

today will try Fratini with the diner's club.... :) and well i had not a good at work.... well the less i say the better.... anyhow... wat came to my mind is sincerity of a certain person... :) i wont elaborate further.... and well... i made up my mind... new yr Jakarta... and Feb is Korea... summer... UK or Seychelles... mayb i pass on OZ this yr as i been there last yr... :)

This yr puasa... i realised that i been eating out a lot.... compared to last yr i only went once.... like i been to Grazie Maurie, Saffron, Capers, Polo Terindak, Orchid, Nur wanita.... and today is Le Stadium... and two coming... Manjaro and Twelv... erm.... eheheh will try some more i guess hehehe

So how so far... work pretty much busy and i must say this yr things looking so good... many patients and many referrals.... and like time simply passed by so nice... i am so gonna miss puasa work time... so great.... and ya... raya is soon... right now i havent got the mood yet.... last yr was not great too... with Danny putus cinta fiasco... and well... it was good for me as i was away heheheh but tis yr i stay n do the raya i guess :) anyhow someone asked me about my life post u know who... i am like oh god... ppl... i m good... like i said it was the best thing... i dont knw... i may sound bragging here but yes... life has been so good.... and i met Wae last week n he told me about a certain someone trying to dig out my story... n u... whom i called chicken... stop... get a life!
anyhow.... yesterday had a good day... work was good.... n the Psych had sungkai out... n celebrated Mun's bday.... and i asked Amal to join us... it was good... n then the Pokerface club gathering at Empire.... so good... and i looked back at it... i am like wow this is my life... n with these wonderful ppl.... i dont get old but i get better hahahah.... :)
All these things and all i can say.... Thank you Allah.... :)

I know appraisal time is coming and i know throughout the year i do observe and see my staffs... but at times i do know that i expect too much... and i know i m so well versed in my clinical skills that i want everyone to share my passion and my ways... well i expect too much at times.... to have ppl to think and do way i do.... but at the end i realised that the new batch are distinctive... need to be groomed more... and well i do have to appraise accordingly.... and well... times like this... i wanna say despite all... despite what ppl said... and well... I do think Muizzah do have her own uniqueness and capacity... i mean many ppl do see it... but i know Hani and I see something in her and thus why we do defend her and have a soft spot as i know we all have our weaknesses but we always use her strength.... yes i must say at times... i miss having her in our office.... and i know at least i can rely on her... and well kesian Hani hehehehe today i rely on her a lot heheheheh okay ppl til later...

Today it has been a week we are in Ramadhan month... and this year it has been smooth and yes... the feeling is very serenity... for me that is at least. I find it is so peaceful and work has been very good... Sorry Tuan Hj Jamal... my ceo as i been missing the tedarus... the niat to go was there... but selalu ada saja heheheheh Alasan tu Yusri hahhaha......
These few days... it has been good... ppl have been extra nice to me... and i have moved on. Thnxs God... for ur blessings!
So far i have dined out few times... tried Grazie Mauri, Twelve, saffron and Terindak Polo Club... so far been good... only Polo my god too much food!!! I am still bloated till now heheheeh...
Today i was involved in the Medical board meeting... always not easy.... to declare the unfitness of a person as this involve life decision making.... but we always make decision based on our clinical perspective and i hope it is all for the best..... today was awkward one as it involved people that i know..... anyhow... i am just doing my work.... :)
okay.... Raya is approaching by soon.... the feeling is the same as before... i will celebrate it moderately... at my age as long as i celebrate n do visit all uncles/aunts house would be good enough and i am thinking to be away as last yr but this yr i have no idea where to go :)
of note... i happened to check on my phone logbook... wonder why this particular person still contacting me... sorry ur number is blocked. Okay til later ya.... :)

Hi its fasting month again... now it is almost a week... things had been okay... work same but still same story at times.... :)
anyhow will update soon.... now just cleaning the room and excited heheheh why excited will tell u later :)

Many asked about me n F... all i could say we are still the same.... no way there would be Y&F... just wont work... :) but we still stay fren and close as ever... and well while i was in KL... i met someone thru FB just a random n since i was in KL i tot yeah lets meet up for coffee or lepak... one thing led to another... this person fell in love with me... maybe it is my mistake i love the attention and kinda have this feeling of liking... but i dont knw and pretty sure it is not love yet and like i be in Brunei... and you be in Msia... i know it is not far but long distance? thus y i never work with F... and like many others... J... D.... why do ppl that i could love n be with all overseas.... sigh..... while the one closer in Brunei never work and they all turn into money drainer (new terms hahahah) or else all became psycho.... never like or love me for me.... maybe except Amal.... ya we are knowing each other now... yes my FB i m in relationship with her... but i think we r more to companionship but we dont knw where this would go... never say never.... :)

What a low class u r

Bumped into my ex at the hospital... well that the place i work... wat do u expect... i was just civilised... i was with two of my frens... Ziyah and Dr Jus... we all acted normal. Just when i tot it was okay the next days... many chisomo or penyibuk dalam kata Pinoy... called n told me to check on my ex fb... sorry i dont have the fb anymore... i have moved on. Apparently my ex wrote on fb about me... with curses and all... well wat new... like my frens said... no brain... and so poklen style... thats the level.. i was like wow... so diam when jumpa and menyalak like anjing on Fb wats the point... only brave on FB.. well what pissed me off was some ppl that i dont have any business with... menyampuk and even one person said to be aware as i am capable to do things to ppl... WTF! hahaha funny that i never do anything and ppl think like that... walao i am that powerful and influential hahahaha.... my frens did read n all just laughed at the stupidity while they see me have moved on and nothing. Just ignore.... wat just cuz i mixed n lepak with ppl with brain and look and money and IT ppl... takut ah... when i saw you i was like... why diam... and where all the threatening u made to me before... one of my frens kept and copied the slandering on FB as bukti n if they dont stop... well.... they will see haha