SUDDENLY I TOT OF YOU....

I know that i am in a better place and happier... just now i dont know... i was just watching a movie and it was done in OZ... sydney, melbourne... and i could not stop thinkinng about J... & this is the bit i hated the most... why did i cry... well not really crying but you know tears... I miss you J and i asked the same question... why did you leave me.... unanswered! Damn it... you are not my first love but i know you were the first that i gave it all! ALL! and now damn.... but i know impossible between us! U r like in OZ! *sigh*.... sorry about this Syg.... i cant help it....