I am not sure that i am back to my depression period again. I feel so lonely here. I want to go back to Adelaide badly... i know i be lonely there but may as well being lonely there than here. I am tired with everything here. I felt at times i have no one to turn to. Maybe it is me as i expect too much at times. Of all places i have stayed... Cork, Ireland... Leeds, UK and Adelaide, OZ... my sense of belonging is more to Adelaide....