SELAMAT HARI RAYA

Its the end of Ramadhan and Raya is coming again.

I want to take this opportunity to wish all

"SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN"

... and i do hope you all a good raya this year!!

SOMEBODY...

Whenever you feel down always remember!!

* Somebody is thinking of you.

*Somebody is caring about you.

*Somebody misses you.

*Somebody wants to talk to you.

*Somebody wants to be with you.

*Somebody is thankful for the support you have provided.

*Somebody wants to hold your hand.

*Somebody wants you to be happy.

*Somebody is celebrating your success.

*Somebody wants to give you a gift.

*Somebody loves you.

*Somebody admires your strength.
*Somebody is thinkiung of you and smiling.

Lets just hope you know the somebody!! With Love and Joy!! I know i do!

Life is full of surprises....

hi ppl...


first i would like to thank my dearest D for the lovely words and emails you sent me! so inspirational!... i knw i can count on you... thanks so much for lifting my spirit up during my down time... i know you are gonna be there for me... thanks a lot... didnt expect the email and that was good... two bad news i have today... one let it be personal... only u knw D... well like i said it is just life... and well... i knw you are busy and so like you are always there to support me... thanks so much and believe me i dont think about it anymore... like i said...whatever happened... life must go on... and thanks to kieu and Thy for keeping me company just now... oh D... so lovely the words you said... and like wow... you understand me a lot!! Thank so much darling!! At least i knw i have you... to rely on... Thanks for being a pillar to me... I am hard to admit i am weak at times... i knw i am strong... but i do know... knowing you with me make me know life is beautiful.....


Yes, i talked to my mum and she mentioned that my sister is not well. I wont say anything just that we think it is best for her to do further check up... wont conclude anything but we just hope the best... and i know she will be stronger too, my sister... this the time i think i need to be home... to be by their side....as i been away for too long and missed lots of thing there... good and u knw....anyhow... i will just pray that all will be okay...


And i knw i must concentrate on better things... and try to be positive and strong... so like i said life is full of surprises....anyhow... i wont say much here... less is better at times... well... I wanna wish all of you people out there the best of luck.... and Well... SELAMAT HARI RAYA... and i ask for forgiveness for what i have done and may this year will be blessed with more happiness!!... God Bless.....

EMO.. TIME..

Well, i am not saying i am emotional.. but i think as raya is coming... been away again...i should be okay... i spent my day cleaning the house, then went to CM for a while just to walk around, went to K Mart, saw Rai and preiti there... and i went to Office Work to get new pen drive as i need spare one for back up... i got the Simpsons one... too bad no Burt Simpsons... got the Homer one instead... and went to Designer direct... ahhaha... i just need some retail therapy i think... well more like window shopping....

Anyhow... cleaned the house and i wanted to do some refinement to my thesis... i am totally blocked.... no idea and i was supposed to do my slide presentation for this wednesday at Glenside... as i lost them when i left my pendrive at uni computer pool... but i didnt have the mood... since it's sunday i reckon maybe i should give myself a break... furthermore raya is coming... maybe the mood and the feeling...

And i tried to compile some Raya songs to be played at my open house next week... and like... i was in tears a bit... i couldn't believe it... i was a bit mushy... hahaha... well... Raya songs always like and hence i avoided songs like "Dendang Perantau" or "Musafir di Aidilfitri" as those songs are sad... my favourite song of all time... must be M.Nasir... "Suatu Hari di Hari Raya" and of course some other classics such as the one by Anuar Zain and Ellina...

And like i think of giving a break to myself... hence, i watched TV... i watched Pangako sa Yo... i always think that the first Pinoy drama that really broke the Asia market... and the song hmmm nice... i was reminiscing back... so i rewatched the drama...

One of the most endearing and very touching drama and very very long! I really enjoyed the cast as well as the storyline. Great acting by all and it proved how Filipino movies can have a certain touch where it hits you right at the heart!!!!!!I am impressed on how they are able to profile all the many ways of how people view other people whether it be by status, gender or race. It was done in a way that I looked forward to watch the next episode again and again.

Keep up the good work on making Filipino movies or drama very enjoyable and adding a cast of good actors and actresses. Kristine and Jericho really have a nice chemistry with each other and it's so touching to see them when they are embraced with one another with their tears.The older generation actors and actresses I applaud them for being so very professional as they make it seem like it is so real. This makes me look forward to go back home and watch more!

I knw it a soap drama! but dont we all like drama! hahaha.... and it made me searched for the song... i have the one by Rey Velera and Vina Morales but what i wanted was the one sang by the lead actors... Jericho and Kristine... and searched online and managed to get it.... finally.... anyhow... i am still trying to figure out how to put songs in here... will figure it out soon... and put video here! ,... oh i think i will retire early tonight as tomorrow is monday and i do hope it wont be slow!! ok ppl... enjoy the lyrics from Pangako Sayo... which translate roughly to "Promise to you".....

"Noon akala ko

Ang wagas na

pag-ibig

Ay sa nobela lang

Matatagpuan

At para bang kay hirap

Na paniwalaan

Ikaw, ikaw pala

Ang hinihintay

kong pangarap

Ngayong kapiling ka

At tayo'y isa

Hindi ko hahayaan

Na sa atin ay may hahadlang

Chorus:

Pangako sa 'yo

Ipaglalaban ko

Sa hirap at ginhawa Ang ating pag-ibig

Upang 'di magkalayo

Kailan man

Pagkat ang tulad mo

Ay minsan lang sa buhay ko...

For better or for worst

For richer or for poorer

In sickness and in health

Till death do us part

Upang 'di magkalayo

Kailan man

Pagkat ang tulad mo

Ay minsan lang sa buhay ko..."

Thanks again...

Hello,

nothing much really this weekend... stay home and rest... just a few more days left for Raya... and i just realised that i left my pendrive at uni computer pool... damn... it is okay as i have back-up but some stuffs are confidential in it and i have my data and thesis in it... anyhow... i wanna thank Euan and Syubb for dinner today, it was lovely and i went home with full stomach.

Anyhow.. i will write longer soon but now i feel slightly tired. And i want to thank Kal again for making this nice pic of us all.... good one you! Thank you dear!! I did once the other day but it was not that good... like i said i was just trying... i will make more and be better! Good Night and sleep well people!

A cartoon by Kal...

BFF...

The common and famous term used nowadays... BFF best friend forever... i never believe it... but not saying i dont have dearest friends... i have like Diane,Haiza, Meela, Ida.... and Kal... well... this is for them, as i want to say my thanks for always been there for me! my love is for them! he he...

The Best of Friends

© Jill Wolf
The best of friends,Can change a frown,Into a smile,when you feel down.
The best of friends,Will understand,Your little trials,And lend a hand.
The best of friends,Will always share,Your secret dreams,Because they care.
The best of friends,Worth more than gold,Give all the love,A heart can hold.

THE RESTLESS

Oh god, I can predict that you people would say “not another movie”! Well, like I mentioned before, I love watching movies after I have done enough work… it is my way of rewarding myself… I like movies of any genre…from any countries and languages as long as “watchable”. It has been some time I keep up with Korean movies and while surfing the net, I came across with this movie. It is not a new movie. The movie is called “The restless”. I watched the trailer on “youtube” and I found it was impressive. Hence I downloaded it. I know you would say “piracy”!! I don’t give a damn! Anyhow it is another fantasy Korean movie with martial arts. I was kind of expecting that despite a fantasy movie, it would involve romance, which I thought is okay. I don’t have problem with that. It is about a character called Yi Gwak, whom found himself in a place that the dead suppose to go when they die. It is strange as he don't remember dying until when he asks someone, he checks and discovers that he is not dead yet. It is a puzzle. He then meets a beautiful girl who he falls in love with. From there, battles are slotted in and beautifully form a romantic fantasy movie. The battles include sword fights which are cool enough with the special effects. There too is enough romance to keep up and action. Overall, it may be a suitable romantic fantasy movie. It is enough to keep you glued to the screen. The sword fights and special effects are added to make the story going, or not I would feel bored watching romance only.

LARGER THAN LIFE...

Hi again...

There are two things i want to mention here... okay, i was just watching TV and it happened to be news on TV just now... what made me like almost choked... or laughed and for a moment like "pause" and did not know whether to laugh or cry... or feel sorry... let me get to the point... it was about this "Eye" at Glenelg (see pic)... which kind of cost a lot and yet it was such a lost to the Beach house at Glenelg... thats not what i am discussed here. Okay... i was just like shocked when they were saying on the news... when they first made it, they visualized it ... hmm well what the news reported was like "It was an answer to the London Eye for Australia"... i was eating and almost like choking on that statement... i mean i been there... i mean Glenelg is nice and all... but that "Glenelg Eye" an answer to London's Millenium Eye... oh god i was saying to myself... so eccentric... not even close to compare! and like i been and witness London eye myself... London Millenium eye is like a monument and tourist attraction to London, while the Gleneleg eye is just part of amusement park..... so think ... hmmm... "big"... i know down here they love to claim to be bigger than life mostly!... everything in terms of promoting or business slogan.. like "the biggest in the world" like Le Cornu... well i have seen bigger furniture shop that that my mate!! then again fair enough... its just a way to attract customers i reckons... and i think no harm thinking big for ourselves... hahaha.. just at times, it is ridiculuos to think like that when obviously not the biggest or largest in the world... i knw Australia is a continent but still... anyhow, not saying bad about it, but like to compare the "Eye" to "London Eye"... hmm i tot that was really a joke.. and now the problem was that the business not doing well and just an eye sore to the resort and some even suggested that they abolish it!... well it speaks for itself ya... hehe... well another thing just now the show "Smarter than 5th Grader"... not saying it is not good... i really like that show as i think Rove is brilliant.. i mean today one of the participants was a 5th Grade teacher and yet the first question he couldnt answer... fair enough like who is ALicia Moore... thats ok... but like he is a teacher by career and he should know school materials at least... my my so scary... but who am i to judge?... but like... eh... i was like... if someone cant treat ppl, they cant be doctors... footballer cant play football.... and many others... you can say he is a teacher maybe he can teach... i am more like...fair enough but a teacher should be well equipped with school materials.... hmm... anyhow... just a thought here.... okay till later!

La.. LA....

Hello...

I cant believe that fasting month is approaching to an end next week... time flies so quickly... had a good night sleep and well deserving break!.. Woke up around 11ish this morning.. its my off day off clinic and think i need a break and didnt touch any work or book... just lazying aroung n read my James Patterson book in bed... while awaiting for 1pm... Plan to go Harbour town with Jackson... just to see some stuffs there.... and well... we shopped for a bit and catch up nothing much really... he is on holiday semester break....

Anyhow... then just went to return some DVDs.... and back home to prepare some food for breaking... as i have blisters... i m just gonna cook porridge... no idea what else to cook...

then... while waiting like always update this blog... anyhow... will take about the DVDs i watched last night... entitled... "PENELOPE" and "THE LAST LEGION".... like i mentioned in previous one.. PENELOPE is a modern fairy tale... with Christina Ricci in it... about a girl being cursed to have PIG nose... and the curse can only be broken by a spell... that is a proposal from a guy of same blood line.... haha.... produced by Resse Witherspoon... well just okay and an average movie... at times seems typical but not a bad one to watch. I enjoyed it especially with the british accent.... anyhow... the moral of the story was to be who you are, confident and just be yourself.... n not to push beyond what is given... normalize all....

While "THE LAST LEGION", i rented it as Ashwarya Rai is in it.. i wanted to see... but when i watched i feel like De JaVU... as this movie reminded me so much of the "KING ARTHUR" by Kiera Knightley... its so similar.... and i was like at first... how on earth during those era there was an indian female warrior... so so out of place... and Ashwarya's character is so damn similar to the one played by Kiera in "KING ARTHUR"... n "THE LAST LEGION" is supposedly story about King Arthur's Dad... Romulus... and the Melvin guy.... so many version ya.... well it was enjoyable to watch just that i cant help to make comparison and thinking the industry maybe running out idea of movies to make.... and like Kiera and Ashwarya movies if you check and realised some are similar... like before.. "Pride and Prejudice" with "Bride and Prejudice" hahaha and no these two... hmmm....

and like ppl do come up with originality... just like i read yesterday about an Indian Bollywood movie entitled "HARRI PUTTAR" which won in the court against someone... as it is similar to "HARRY POTTER" hahahaha.. it did make me laugh!! hahaha... anyhow... i need to go now... back to my normal tv as usual... n ready for breaking!

DI MALAM YG SEPI...THANK YOU SO MUCH TO YOU.....

hi again...

its about 1am now... i slept after eating for breaking as i didnt feel so well... my throat n like nak demam... so i did msg Laurane and informed her i wont be joining them for HQ.. mayb next time.. i dont want to be sick and i think rest is better...

Well after sleep feel slightly better and watched this DVD "Penelope"... modern fairy tale... not bad... anyhow... after that... i feel a bit bored... and wanted to have coffee... so i texted Joshua whether he was free... luckily he was free... so went out and chatted with him over coffee... just normal stuff and life... and will go bowling with him soon... as the last time i couldnt make it....

and then i was back home... well before that went to Coles to get some stuffs... and home...

online as usual... and someone gave me a nice thing... and made me smile... he he just for me to know... and again i feel so love and lucky... made me smile... like a remedy and made me feel so much better and dont feel unwell anymore!! thanks you u!!!!! i knw kwning you is best!

Am i sensitive?

Hey,
just come across my mind... u knw when ppl invite you for an event for example... is it too much to ask for detail? i mean like what time? venue to meet up? i mean like... if i ask you to join me for a drink such as coffee... isnt it like appropriate to let u knw how the time, where and how to meet up? like 7pm at chocolate bean... meet up there or meet up my place and we go together... thats make sense and very logic ya?... well it just irritates me i been asked to join this gathering and yet like not confirm... venue is known and identified people who are going... n yet cant tell the time... not sure... how to meet... i just wonder... why made plan n yet no confirmation... at times it fair enough but like... just not logic... is it hard? am i too sensitive? am i too perfect? my mistake maybe... but the way it sounds like... the invitation is not sincere... like if you free join us... fine... but what time? where meet up? wat the arrangement? this is just logic la ppl!! dont u think? anyhow... if you have any comment tell me ya.... n pls dont be angry or "ambil hati" whenever i write things in here... its just wat i tot.... i have right to feel this way... n of course... i welcome any feedback too!! likewise man! see ya!

A quiet night...by myself...

Hello…
Its about 10.30pm now… I just feel like writing… I came home just now, felt asleep for a while…. Woke up just in the nick of time for breaking…. So had chocolate… n then watched Neighbours… so will miss Neighbours when I m back home… and then had dinner and back to my reading and sorting out my ever messy files… sort out things… nicely ha ha…
And then watched Simpsons… always love Simpsons… and now on TV is 20 to 1… greatest songs… haha me n songs of course…
Anyhow… after that I m contemplating thinking wat to do… do my thesis but I have done it and had enough for the day… n so I tot I just chill out and plan wat to do tomorrow… I got reports to finish and not expecting patients tomorrow… on msn… chat with Sally… and my ever lovely Ida….. survivor from Leeds hahaha…. And nothing nice on TV now…. I wish I have new Korean drama to watch… n get soapy! I just finished downloading this Korean movie entitle “the restless” mayb I will watch that after tis… anyhow… like I said I been feeling quite happy this week and see things in different perspective… my fren was saying just now maybe I am happy as I have love… I was like nah… I mean I have love from people that I love so good! And as I don’t want to be mushy about it…
Oh ya… on my way back from Repat, at parking lots… it made me think.. as I saw certain patients in the gym etc on wheelchair… on walking frame etc… I feel like wow… this people are great… despite not well after stroke etc and many medical problems, and yet they still strong and strive to live longer… made me think those ppl whom so weak… so vulnerable and just like to think about suicide etc… how pathetic and ironic…. My work with this hospital made me met many old people and some are really nice and lovely and like their enthusiastic about life… looking forward to life etc… and at times I think… it must be hard as some of these people live alone and due to illness now it affected their ADLs…. Make me sad at times.. and I think support really important…. Some of them have no family support… made me sad… but some are lucky no family but they do have friends… which is good…. I always say before that given a choice I don’t want to grow old alone… but wat if that happened…. I wont think about it…. And like now I knw I can work with elderly as patients… as before I m choosy wanna choose nice n easy clients… I tried with working with children… but with Family SA its different anyhow… n well I don’t mind but I m too touchy at times and emotionally involved so that was not good… hehehe…. I still think will do Mental health… and now a bit neuropsych area… for my future direction…
Okay ppl… I think I better stop here… well I try to update as much as possible here… Meela! U should too!! :P

APA KATA DUNIA...

Like i mentioned earlier this morning... i like this song... kinda hippie and like a happy song... never knw Melly will Duet with Deddy Mizwar.. an old time actor... and like i said it makes me happy...now i wanna hear the duet song By Melly and Yusry KRU... hehe... for the cicakman 2 OST.... anyhow... if u have the chance, give tis song APA KATA DUNIA a chance hahaha... its frm a movie... called NAGA BONAR....... havent watched though....

"[*]Apa kata dunia bila ku tak bersamamu

Apa kata dunia bila melihatmu menangis

Buah semangka di dasar laut

Tak disangka hatiku terpaut

Ku kan berjanji slalu bersamamu

[**]Apa kata dunia bila ku tak punya cinta

Apa kata dunia bila ku tak bersamamu

Buah nangka kulitnya berduri

Tak disangka hatiku tercuri

Bukan merajuk ku sunggu cinta

Reff:Cinta biarkan ada dan kita takkan berpisah

Hanya maut yang bisa memisahkan cinta

Aku akan berjanji demi bumi yang kupijak

Kan kudampingi dirimu selamanya"

TERGILA GILA

Last night while i was eating my "Sahur".. i played a movie... its

'Bukan Bintang Biasa" movie.... a fun movie although no depth but songs are all nice... and this song stuck to my head! so ppl if u knw the song ... good!

"Malam jadi siang

siang pun jadi malam

tidur pun ku tak bisa tenang

bila sedang jatuh cinta semua terasa indah

aku tergila gila

rasa di hatiku

melilit makin erat dan rasaku tak akan salah

kuyakin ini cinta

aku sedang jatuh cinta

aku tergila gila

kini ku berjanji hanya untuk kita

sumpah mati akan kujalani

hatiku sedang tergila gila denganmu

malam jadi siang

siang pun jadi malam

tidur pun ku tak bisa tenang

bila sedang jatuh cinta semua terasa indah

aku tergila gila

hanya padamu hanya denganmu

aku berani hadapi apa saja

rasa di hatiku melilit makin erat

dan rasaku tak akan salah

ku yakin ini cinta

aku sedang jatuh cinta

aku tergila gila

kini ku berjanji hanya untuk engkau

sumpah mati akan kujalani

hatiku sedang tergila gila denganmu

aku berani hadapi apa saja
asalkan aku tetap denganmu

sungguh ku sedang tergila gila

denganmu denganmu..."

Here comes Monday....

Hey ppl...

It not too bad today... i knw its monday... despite i slept late i managed to get up on time and wasnt that sleepy and i was in my clinic like 8.25am.... not bad ya... and like it was raining when i arrived at Repat... i started my day reading some journal while waiting.... managed to do some work for my thesis...

My supervisor came about 10am... and wit her permission... i went to the ward n see pts... not bad... i did that till about 1pm... hehe and by then my supervisor got pt to see and i am in my clinic doing the needful... note writing, scoring and report! well time flies not too bad... i must say....

anyhow... yesterday i meant last nyte... went out dinner with Laurane, conie, Haris, Marina, Magdalene and Jin... nice dinner we had.... and not bad... was full at Bazu... and then chill out that place... dessert place where Buddha bar is... anyhow... nothing much for today... pretty much ok .... so i stop here... hehehe... some pics ppl!

WAT I BEEN UP TO..

hello...

last i wrote i think was wednesday... about me life... nothing much as thursday onwards normally my off clinic time... nothing much... wake up late on thursday and was lazy to cook so i called Kieu and we went out for dinner..... and since we got nothing to do we ended up at harbour town... just getting some stuffs... i needed cufflinks... and a cool one i got... tnxs to kieu... she spotted them... and had coffee like always and our normal catch up and chit chat... and then headed home as next day we had appointment with Kurt... our thesis supervisor... i had mine 9.30am and hers was 10am after me.... hahah so went home... mayb cuz of coffee... i couldnt sleep and she told me too... she couldnt sleep til like 5am!!

meeting with kurt was great.... i suggested that as my study and data are lots mayb i can divided and do three separate studies/journals as putting all into one is a bit too much and kurt was pleased to comply... i knw more work but i m up for it... 3 journals rather than one... of course!! and well happy meeting n done and kieu's turn... was a good one too...

spent most afternoon with her.... accompanied her lunch... and then had to go as i needed to cook for my breaking with Euan and Syubb.... and took some pic for our raya.... and then rushed again for my coffee and catch time with my other frens....

and came saturday... woke up a bit late again!! damn!! i wanna wake up early!!! and so can do some reading.... cooked n do some cleaning chores... ironing clothes like always... and then ready for meeting with Terry.. did msg Ken and Pei as well... and kieu... well Kieu couldnt join... so just me, Terry and Pei.... and Saw ken there... with Ben etc after their match.... dont knw and their "bag" ahaha.... anyhow chatted wit terry ,.... and after Terry left... bumped into Kar Yee and her fren... chatted a bit... and then Kieu called... n then decided to meet up with her... we went to Cibo for coffeee again and our normal heart to heart talk... hahaha... and then we walked around rundle... and hindley as we needed our walk... and plan our exercise thing after the fasting month!! hehehe... anyhow... thats about it... tomorrow... sunday... wanna wake up early to clean my car... and go highgate a bit... and dinner with Laurane, Conie, Marina etc and ready for my normal routine for work... Monday is back again... hopefully... it wont b as slow as last week,... and i hope things r better!! hehehe... ok just some pics... with Terry and Pei... my hair so messy!!!

KISS..HUG...

Anyhow... i am compiling pics of hug or kiss hahah friendly mostly... anyhow... enjoy...

JUST FOR A LAUGH...

Here some funny pictures/products that Kieu emailed to me... its kind of funny! hahah ok Have a good day!!

Among Favourite movies of all time...

Just more on movies that i love ppl... among my fav of all time!! watch them lots and still make me ... a bit weepy! well... really like... ALWAYS REMEMBER I LOVE YOU.. the young stephen Dolf... always a classic... WHITE SQUALL.. based on true story... a good movie with young Ryan Phillipe in it... the part he was stuck and couldnt get out with Scott trying to get him out was among the memorable moment in the movie that will make you cry... trust me! And DEEP END OF THE OCEAN... remember watched it on my flight to London.. and it was good and make me teary slightly... and i remember very well arrived in Cork, Ireland.. a dearest friend, Sabreena was saying "Yus, have u watched this movie called DEEP END OF THE OCEAN? It's brilliant... i got the vcds... we must watch it!" and i was like "Sab, yes... on my flight... loving it!!" and so we watched it together!! hahaha.... ok movie reviews over.... till later that it!!

Origin of Yau...

hi,

some friends asked me about the name "Yau"... how i derived it... all i can remember it was back to my secondary school... with my friends back then... like James, Jonathan, Kevin... to name a few... Kheng lee.. Edmund, Chee Kwang and Rodney.. wow i wonder how they are doing ... we go our own way as you knw that is a process of growing up and some are even like a stranger now... n it seems ages i see any of them... last i saw was Rodney.. during couple years ago Raya, he came to my open house...... anyhow back to the name "Yau".. at that time, i didnt bother remembering people name simply call ppl "you" and "you" hahaha... u knw the young me, hippy and chippy... i knw their names... and so some ppl like hmmm "you" "you" to me and eventually sounded like "Yo.. Yau"..... and like James.., whenever he called my name... it was so quick.. it ended up sound like "yau" and its kinda stick to me for the whole secondary years... to college... and i was kinda okay wit it... and kinda cool! and some pple called me "yau" as they said i normally acted crazy and like a "siyau" which means mad or something hahah... well furthemore "Yus" and "Yau" kinda rhyme hahaha... and so it has became my nickname... esp when i was in UK... as i used to live in the same house with this lady who was kwn as Hjh Yus... so to avoid confusion, i introduced myself as "Yau" hahaha... and some ppl think i was chinese hahaha... well as back in secondary school... almost all my friends were chinese... i still remember, i knw wat they talked about in Hakka... as spent too much time with them hahaha... but lost it now... damn! ahhaha.... anyhow thats how the name "Yau" derived... my attitude with the word "You" to ppl... my craziness and my chippy hahaha... and like the name hahaha.... "Yus" or "Yau" is just me.... well thats all i can remember... hahaha... n i do feel at times... i am a "Yau" heheeh......... well for most... the name "Yus" is the one for me... and for some i am "Yau" to them... both are fine wit me! ok ppl... til later... Muahzzz!!!

CINTA LAMA BERSEMI KEMBALI

haha... dont get me wrong for the title... it is just a new song... by Irwansyah... yes... like i said previously i received new album from a fren, its irwansyah's album so... i like tis song... very nice and very hmmm wat to say ya... well up to u... i find his songs are funny and cynical... hahaha... like "Ku Tunggu Jandamu" and Now this song.. "Cinta Lama bersemi Kembali"... see and listen to it yourself....

"Bertemu denganmu sekian detik

Cukup membuatku Mengingatkanku

pada saat dulu

Kita berdua menjalin cinta

Kurasakan getaran itu ada

Saat kau menatap

Dan berikan senyummu padaku

Mungkin saja kita kembali

Benci aku

Karna jatuh cinta padamu

Bekas kekasihku

Cinta lama bersemi kembali

Akan kulihat kesempatan ini

Baik atau tidaknya untuk kita

Kembalikan cinta kita dulu

Yang pernah terputus

Bila cinta lama kembali bersemi

Bukan satu dosa ataupun bencana untuk kita

Coba saja, biar ku coba

Benci aku

Karna jatuh cinta padamu

Bekas kekasihku

Cinta lama itu mungkin saja kan kembali

Lagi bersamamu, bekas kekasihku"

D..D... You the only one!!

Hello..

Hi D... tis is for you again... as u requested... u knw D we dont have nice pics... we didnt camera back then n just use our phone and dont even knw where those pics are now... and the moment i got camera... hmmm u knw... hahaha... anyhow... i try my best nn put our pics together... u knw us! as you said not nice pics i put before hahaha... so classic u D... and you knw i do anything for u... babe... some pic i have to think twice putting it hahaha...... anyhow... tis the best i can come up wit! hahaha........ for my D... my only D.... Love u!!! from ur sweet "cheri" :)

WED...

haha..

wed as in wednesday not wed as in wedding!! anyhow... today is not bad.. i arrived to clinic before my supervisor!! great ya hahaha as if it is a competition... not bad today... as like last night i chat with Meela.. and she somehow always able to make me happy as i hope likewise... anyhow... early in the morning i received sms from a certain someone... at least i heard something despite not much... anyhow... it made me felt slightly better... arrived at work... and then do some preparation for patients... did some discussion with my supervisor... and at abt 10am we went to the ward... the patient still busy with PT and we got some more referrals.... n i waited almost 30mins or more... n my supervisor insisted that we must see the patients or else no time til next week wednesday... and we needed it done... well eventually managed to see the patient... my supervisor did the introduction and then left me with the patient... which i like hahah... so did the normal history taking etc and did the assessment...

it went well... and it took til about lunch time... n then i tried to look for my other patient for feedback... wasnt there... went back n did discussion about the case.

And did some note writing and scoring... and then back to ward a while to see patient... back again to office... spent time now n do the report and finished and went back to ward to do feedback.. wow... finish all the job...as i m off for the week... like to finish my work n come back with no pending work... thats me! hahaha... so almost 5 and time to go back!! stopped over at coles to get some food n drink as i m craving for 7up! hahah.... and reached home... check mail.. n went up and home sweet home... now i dont knw whether to cook or eat out... will think.. mayb go cafe primo and have pasta.... or else cook haha... anyhow... this is daily update... my mood is slightly ok today and time passed in a good pace.... have patients booked for next week and will finalised my presentation for glenside next week as well... very interesting case i chose to present... ahahha will let u knw! anyhow... will go out to eat.. i think... ok ciao... til later ppl!

Another day... slow n quiet...

Hello,

Just back from work... just another typical day... didnt do much as well... just finishing off some reports and reading to do... while ebuddying hahaha.... came to work.. for the second time, after m y supervisor... hmmm and it was like so jammed today.. and slow and many cars... well... anyhow... did report... check email... and did go to the ward to give feedback to patient... but my patient was on the way to be transferred to new room... sharing one and he looked no happy and not that pleased but he had no choice... he was put with a patient in a twin share room... as both of them have MRSA... hmm... poor fella... bless.... anyhow while waiting i thought i went and read a casenote for new referral... another patient, an old lady with CVA... multiple CVA indeed... and anyhow read the note and make note, and think of what assessment to do... and then i looked back for my patient... damn he was taken away for physio! hahaha... well... didnt get to see him mayb i see and give the feedback tomorrow... anyhow.. spent time doing some work... and waited for Dr Michael for my mid placement review... i bet he got lost he he as first timer to Repat hahaa... anyhow... he came and we did the placement review with my supervisor, Julia and co-supervisor, Dr Andrew... all went well... and i know i been through this before but i stll feel uncomfy being assessed ahahah.... and well Julia gave a good account of me... and well now half way til next one Final review... in a month and half time... n yet i feel we covered mostly already ahhaah.... n then discussed plan for tomorrow etc.... and end of the day,... back home and now think of wat to eat for breaking! well... mayb i just stuff the pizza into the oven! hahaah.... as i m so lazy to think n to cook... will cook later for Sahur...anyhow... i better rest now.... nothing much really and a "someone" is still keeping numb! not great! anyhow.. til later....

USAH DITAMBAH BARA YANG TERSIMPAN

This is an old song... i terjumpa! he he... so klasik... and nowadays you dont find malay song like this anymore... it is by Elly Mazlein...

"Tak sanggupku berdepan

Tak ingin memandang

Tergambar kepahitan semalam

Terhiris perasaan

Ku pernah dibiarkan

Tiada khabar yang kau kirimkan

Pinggan untuk perhiasan rupanya pecah di tepi

Tidak elok andainya dibuat hidangan

Apa pula kata tetamu yang datang

Itulah umpama kisah silam

Usah diungkit sengaja dibesarkan

Demi menutup kesilapanmu

Demi memohon kemaafanku

( korus )

Tertutup sudah pintu hatiku

Tak usah engkau memujuk rayu

Biarpun berpisah nyawa dan badan

Sudah bersumpah tidak berdepan

Mendengar namamu bagai memikul beban

Mendidihlah kemarahan yang terpendam

Itu belum lagi kita berdepan

Lebihlah elok jika dibiarkan

Kemarahanku reda sendiri

Usah ditambah bara yang tersimpan

Walaupun berbagai rencana engkau lakukan

Sedikit pun tidak melembutkan hati

Malah makin tebal kebenciaanku

Serta marahku tiada berkesudahan

Biarlah aku menanggung sendiri

Segala dosa kerana membencimu"

DEJECTED by Onky

DEJECTED…

For certain times, I try to understand…
But you never try to comprehend..
Wont you realized that eventually all will get through…
Let the path filled with thorns…
I must face it….

I am sitting a while… forgetting my problem…
Wanna set me free from all….
I try to run… following my steps…
Away from the sun…
Let me face it…
Living my own way…
I want to prove to all…
That I am not a toy…
That you can me play around…

Dejected… cause of you…
Peevish… cause of you…
Us being together is just useless….
Let just break it up…
Rather than suffering with you…